f.o.m.l.

ey
ya v barselone.ronaldinho eshe ne videla,no namerevayus'.vot tak.po vsem sku4ay´:((

u menya 2 novosti:
1.ya postupila!!!e-e-e!mgimo,jurfuck,pr-otdelenie
2.БАНДЭРОС poyut pod faneru...koshmar...a ya-to,naivnaya podumala:kakie xoroshie u nix golosa ebte...
ax da!eshe!v pyatnicu-subbotu(28 I 29)-poslednie dni raboti b-club'a!!!!vse obyazani priyti!dadada

ax da!!
zabila skazat'!!
on mne bol'she nax ne nujen!!



xmm...samovnushenie??neeet!!

postupayu...boyus' do juti...nu i ladno...a 4e budet esli ya ne postuplu?da ni4e!blin.mj-fuck-pr-otdel-MGIMO nax:(
boyazno koro4e.
vot tak.
a voobshe uezjayu ya.
i rada.
v barcelonu.
k druz'yam.
30 iyulyalyalya...

ya EGO lublu..da..a eshe,nadeyus',4to vipusknoy vse-taki udastsya)))
pishu bred,zato ot 4istogo serdca)

хороша песенка...



What ya been doing
What ya been doing
Whoa, whoa
Haven't seen you around
How ya been feeling
How ya been feeling
Whoa, whoa
Don't you bring me down

All that stuff about me
Being with him, can't believe
All the lies that you told
Just to ease your own soul
But I'm bigger than that
No, you don't have my back
No, no, ha

[Chorus]
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out
Don't put words up in my mouth
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you face what's going on
Cause you really got it wrong
I didn't steal your boyfriend

Well I'm sorry
That he called me
And that I answered the telephone
Don't be worried
I'm not with him
And when I go out tonight
I'm going home alone

Just got back from my tour
I'm a mess girl for sure
All I want is some fun
Guess that I'd better run
Hollywood sucks you in
But it won't spit me out
Whoa, whoa, ha

[Chorus]
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out
Don't put words up in my mouth
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you face what's going on
Cause you really got it wrong
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you look at your own life
Instead of looking into mine
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone
Don't you got somewhere to go
I didn't steal your boyfriend

Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha
Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha

Please stop telling all your friends
I'm getting sick of them
Always staring at me like I took him from ya

[Chorus]
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out
Don't put words up in my mouth
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you face what's going on
Cause you really got it wrong
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you look at your own life
Instead of looking into mine
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone
Don't you got somewhere to go
I didn't steal your boyfriend

Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha
Whoa, I didn't steal your boyfriend
Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha
Whoa, I didn't steal your boyfriend

u menya dr 4erez...mm...koro4e,v rayone 2 nedel'...xz 4to ya budu delat' po povodu otme4aniya,no reshila tak:v subbotu s roditelyami,v voskresen'e-so vsemi.u kogo est' predlojeniya-pishite!!

da...ne pisala ya davnen'ko...4to u menya proizoshlo za poslednee vremya...:kupila mob (to4nee,odin poteryala(kotoriy podarili),a potom to4no takoy je kupila.da tak bistro,4to dariteli daje ne zametili podmeni!!)...4to eshe?!
ax da...eshe ya zaebalas' so svoey golovnoy bol'yu...migren' nax...
ax da...eshe ya zanyalas' sportom...to4nee ,papa skazal,4to ibo ya brosila i teatr i tennis,ya doljna xot' 4to-to da delat'...vot's...
moy bivshiy mol4el ustroiul mne voynu na temu togo "za 4to ti menya vse-taki brosila?" i t.d. ...xorosho,4to vijus' s nim o4en' redko...to4nee,posledniy raz bil gde-to mesyac nazad...
v4era bila v kivayaki s devkami...super posideli,xorosho,4to vo friday's ne poshli-tam bili nekotorie,kto real'no isportili bi nam vesel'e...bila nedavno na MI-3,o4en' klassniy fil'm,no vse ravno ne vtikayu 4to krasavek,begayushiy,kak yaguar,po imeni Tom Cruz,nashel v babe,po imeni Kate Holms?!nu da ladno...ya ne v obide...
a kto menya nadoumil napisat' etu vsyu xer suda,u4itivaya to,4to ya voobshe otkazalas' ot vikladivaniya svoix postov zdes'!?kone4no je,KOLOTA!kto je eshe?!nu,vse,migren' nastupaet-xorosh dumat'!a,zna4it,zakan4ivayu svoy tekst pojelaniyami lubvi da detishek pobol'she;)

too many people...everywhere...oh,shit,i don't like people...no,i mean,i like the people i know,but not that look at me like i'm something like a dinosaur...it's strange and it's really uncomfortable when you sit in the cafe for example and they look and look and look..sometimes it's really needed to say somethin' to such people,but...i'm not so brave...but i wanna be brave!really want!:( so sad when you think about what you could if you were brave...i could...i don't know...have boyfriend in this country,have much more money,have...lots of that everybody wants...and i could have it...if i was brave...and i hate that,'cause sometimes i'm brave(to say to person what you think of her personaly,to do something stupid etc.),but it's not that,not that situations!now,i have only what i need,but not what i want.that's killing.and i don't have bravery.any.oh,shit.

it's a damn cold night...isn't it lavigne's song?yeah...exactly))i like her)how old is she?about 18?something like this i think...and she is not just a teenager!!!she is just great!!! i don't know why i'm writing it,but i really presuate people like her!it's really brave person!
today...it's really damn day!!!!!!i had to pay 500 rubles to the officer(or how do u call it?),'cause i was smoking on an open metro station!!bull shit!!!it's open!!!there was snow everywhere!!!it was just a street with some trains every 5 minuts,going on this snow!it's stupid!i'm not even a student!but,no no no!!!500 rubles!!!the most sad thing is that there was the other person smoking on the other side of the platform!!!!!!!!!!"calm down,take it easy"-i was saying to myself...and it really worked))

NEMO HAD BEEN FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sorry for writing in english,but too many people told me something like:"if u write in russian-use russian letters", but in different ways...so,i decided to write in english using english letters)))ain't it a good idea?))
now,it about 2 a.m. and in fact i gotta go sleep very quicly 'cause tomorrow i have to wake up about 8,but it impossible!!!INTERNET KILLS!!!there are 2 way to stop using the internet:
THE 1st: *you don't hav any money left and you are in a internet-cafe*
THE 2nd: *you are fallin' in sleep in front of the monitor and it's impossible to take your ass in you hands 'n' get it to your bed*
mine situation is the 2nd...
tomorrow i'll wake up,take a cup of coffee,smoke a sigarete and start doin' my homework...oh,shit...it'll be a really hard day...damn...
tomorrow,tomorrow...but,what would be if there won't be "tomorrow"?for me,for example?what if...i wouldn't wake up?what would be then?i think nothing...i mean i hope there would be some people crying about it...my family...my crazy family,where everybody has its brains and its plains and its dreams...and they are all different...but there are all in one family...but i ove it alL!and all the things they do to protect me...i love it too!and i know they love me...and they will cry if there won't be "tomorrow" for me...yeah,like that...

YA NENAVIJU SIDET' DOMA!NO INOGDA VSE POLU4AETSYA O4EN' DAJE NI4EGO;))...
roditeli uexali,sestra svalila to li k boy,to li k friendu,babushka u sebya doma...a mne 4to delat'?visijivat' doma?!-NET,NET I NET.ya podumala:4to je mne delat'?:na ulice subbota i paaaaarshivaya pogoda,doma net ni odnoy novoy dvd-shki...i 4to?umirat' so skuki?ili sidet' i v 10000000... raz peresmatrivat' vse sezoni "sex and the City"?a mojet pospat'?...nu nu,reshila ne original'ni4at' i pozvonila podruge...
(okolo 7 ve4era...):
-kat',ti doma?
-poka-da...
-idesh kuda-to?
-voobshe-to sobiralas' k tebe...ti 4e,p'yanaya?
AAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YA VED' EE ZVALA UJE!!!4ERT.ZABILA...
-ponyatno...nu,prixodi,sha eshe komu-nit' naberu...
(okolo 7.10 ve4era...):
-vov,ti doma?4em zanimaeshsya?
-sobiralsya zaexat' za toboy s kat'koy i potusit' gde-nit'...a ti ne protiv?
-net,zaezjay!
(okolo 9 ve4era...):
jrem pizzu,zapivaem coca-coloy i dumaem kuda exat'...
(okolo 10 ve4era...):
pizza s'edena.cola dopita.kuda poexat'-resheno.k kristine.na da4u.davno tam ne bili.mashina zakazana.deneg,v obshem,550 y.e..vse kruto)))

doma.merznu.reshila biyti na balkon.axaxaxa.ne podvineshsya.reshila,4to,otmoroziv sebe zad i eshe 4ego-nibud',rasxo4u kurit'.blin,moy obi4niy den' (esli doma net mother and father,a ix po4ti nikogda net) eto...kofe i sigareta.sigareti est',no kurit' ne budu,ne budu,ne budu...pust' pa4ka lejit.i vse.s zajigalkoy alika.axaxa.4ert.ne mogu.shaz nabroshus' na nee.aaa...sila voli.da,sila voli.ona u menya est'.to4no.ya mnogoe terplyu.naprimer sviney v kofe xause,sidyashix naprotiv menya.ya ved' mol4u.a esli bi mogla viskazatsya,menya bolshe ne pustili v kx.i ee...mojet vikinut' v musorku?a mojet zajarit'?o!znayu!zasunu v mikrovolnovku.na 10 minut.potom na moroz.4to s nimi budet?...
potom ya ix ne pokuryu i budu besitsya ot leni poyti v magaz i ot ego otdalennosti.i ot morozav.jutkix morozov.net,oni spasayut menya,v obshem-to...esli bi ix ne bilo,ya bi sey4as sidela na angliyskom.ax net,ya bi sidela shaz v "mu-mu"...idi exala bi v "mu-mu".v pererive mejdu anglom i istoriey.a tam kuryashiy zal.vkusniy "cezar'" i milie officiantki.kuryashiy zal.4ert.nado zavyazivat' s mislyami,a to to4no rexnus'...ili uje?..

bilo:3 pa4ki parlament,1-davidoff i polnaya banka kofe;stalo:4 sigareti parlament,1 pa4ka davioff,kofe...malo;(
nado brosat' kurit'.eto ploxo.i pit'.
vspomnila,kak na4inala kurit'.devo4ka,let 8-9(ili 7-8??) reshila pokurit' samokrutki otca lu4shey,po tem vremenam,podrujki...pomnyu kuxnu nashey da4i.babushku s voprosom "oy,a 4em eto tut paxnet",menya,zaxotevshuyu i tut ne mudrit' i skazat' vse,kak est',s otvetom "sigaletami"(zato s radost'yu i gnusavost'yu!!!...).ona smotrela na menya minutu.mol4a.potom,uxodya skazala:"ex,dura ty malen'kaya.ne nado tebe eshe kurit'".
ee "eshe "stalo dlya menya rakovym...xotya sey4as mne eti slova govoryat vse doma.nu po4ti te je,tolko perefrazirovannie.sey4as eto zvu4it primerno tak:"ne kuri,ti eshe moloda.podumay o detyax" ili "ty prokurila polovinu svoego zdorov'ya-ne prokuri eshe odnu"
sey4as:kofe i sigareti...pesnya est' takaya,ee pel takoy,belobrisiy...kak ego tam?a!"segodnya no4'yu"...
a eshe est' pesnya "what it feels like for a girl"..ona kruta.ona obaldenna.ona ofignna i ofigitel'na.ona...ona mnoyu zaslushena))net bol'she prilagatel'nix,otnosyashixsya k pesnyam Madonni...ya lyublyu ee.4ego tolko stoit odna "frozen"?eto je **)))SSSUUUPPPEEERRR(((**
Madonna ne kurit.ona umna i umeet "umnet'" drugix.ya broshu kurit'.radi Madonni.radi sebya.radi detey.moix detey.oni budet tosltimi i myagkimi.i oni toje brosyat kurit' v 15.4toby podrajat' svoey mame...

ya u komp'yutera!!!dadada!!!bila s girlfriendami v "mege"...narodu t'ma...a ved' ponedel'nik!!!nu 4to im tam delat'?!rabotat' nado,rabotat'!!kupila sve4ku,ot kotoroy paset 4em-to vanil'nim...ee uje net...ee ne stalo...ona sgorela do tla ...4ert.
zavtra obeshayut -28...kone4no je,ya ne sdoxnu!ya ne viydu iz doma.budu sidet' u kompa,kogda nikogo net ni v as'ke,ni v msn...nikogo.budu sidet' upertaya v ekran(ili kak tam...tablo?!)kompa i me4tat' 4to xot' kto-nibud' prisoedinitsya ko mne..tak bilo segodnya 4asov v 6-7...ne pomnyu to4no.sidela i smotrela kak v as'ke poyavlyayutsya zna4ki N/A ili AWAY...interesno...axaxa))
ya xo4u k slonam...sha smotrela kak Голди Хоун gde-to v Afrike 4to-to delala so slonami...potom pokazali doxlix slonov...fuuu...mne ploxo stalo.za4em?myaso.budut.prodavat'.eeeu((tak predstavlyaetsya kavkaz,4uvak s bolshim nosom i kep4ike:"СЛЁНИ,СЛЁНИ,БИИИРЁМ"...protivno eto vse.nado po4ashe zaxodit' na www.wwf.ru...voobshe nado tuda zaxodit'.
ya vor4u.blin.vsyu jizn' vor4ala moya babka,teper' podvar4ivaet moya mama,a teper' ya!!!!!!!neeeeeeeeeeee...(((

n-da...marki odejdi...bred...po4emu dlya togo,4tobi otli4itsya ili xotya bi poimet'(v normal'nom smisle etogo slova) druzey,nado odevatsya v d&G i t.d. ...est' ved' lyudi kotorie xodyat po bloshinim rinkam i nosyat trusi iz "твоё" i svitera iz "terranova"...i jivut ved'...ya breju...mol4at' mne nado pobol'she...(( a k 4emu interesno ya eto vse?nu da ladno...nado je 4eloveku inogda govorit' bred?n-da...nado,no ne stol' 4asto kak mne...snova bred.ya p'yana...ne fizi4eski,moral'no...bliiiin...ya ushla...nado provetritsya...viydu,pokuryu sraniy "kent-1",provetryus',posmotryu "sex v bol'shom gorode" i,glyadish',napishu 4to-nibud' po umnee,4em ETO

blin,pipec,11.12...v 11 nado bilo bit' na belorusskoy na kursax...poedu k 2 tolko na litru...so4inenie ne pisala...bred nax "kto vinovat v smerti aktera?"...budet orat'-skaju 4to zabila temu...vse nax...
xo4u v Turkey...tam jarko,a u nas blin(nu,po krayney mere v moey room)-PIZDEC...ili net,xo4u na snowboard nax...
vse,ushla...obeshala mame bit' doma k 9-mat' otca prixodit...nenaviju ee.poka i da pridet ko mne uda4a v napisanii so4ineniya.Amin'.

nu nakonec-to!!!u menya popolnilsya s4et na inete i ne pridetsya teper' tor4at' v inet-clubax i u Dar'yi)))
sednya bila v eb*** extern...uff..vmesto geography poshli v KX...tam bili uje vsyakie Vini...besit...hru-hru nax...vignali tipa "za nepristoynoe povedenie"...nu nax,mi j vse ravno ne ushli))
no vashe vse putem...-bila u vra4a,skazali,4to nelzya kurit',upotreblyat' spirtnoe i daje naxoditsya v nakurennix pomesheniyax!!!ne,ya soglasna ne est' vsyakie tam gamburgeri,no ne pit' voobshe i DAJE NE KURIT'...bistrey poveshus'...
eshe possorilas' s lu4shim drugom...bivshim...idiot...kak mojno revnovat' podrugu k ee je parnyu!?marazm...nu nax...mne nervni4at' nelzya))toje doktor skazal...axaxaxa))
vse,poshla jrat',o4en' hungry((
SPUSTYA 15 MIN...
poela)))...sestra prinesla "jaguar"...s4astliva)

privetstvuyu vas,u4astniki liv'a...)))))siju u Dashki,partizip_zwei...ona ushla odevatsya...bla bla bla...4erez minut 20 snova pridet v xalate...xotya mojet uspeet po doroge nacepit' odin nosok...nax...
megafon-derrrrrrrrrrr'mo!v4era 200 r.,shaz 28...pizdec...babla net nax...
net,ona uspela nadet' jean'si i koftu...no bez noskov...prigrozila poyti nadet' ser'gi...axaxa...ne xo4u v extern nax...sojrala pizzu,oddelyaya vse ingridienti,poxojie na myaso...ona vernulas'!!!so slovami "a ya ne tolstaya?")))